My ex bf is BP...we used to have a circle of friends we hung out with...everyone except for 1 has since gone their seperate ways. This one friend however is also on her way out. Everything my ex does she takes so personal. Shes never made a effort to understand his disorder and accuses me of making excuses for him and taking his side. I put a lot of time and effort in understanding his disorder because I value his friendship. She has just plain given up. Do you find that sometimes people in your life just give up on you because of the disorder ??? Wouldnt it be much easier on them if they just made some time to understand the disorder and what makes you tic ???
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo