Hi everyone I am new to this community, I have not yet been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, but I more than likely will be this coming Wednesday at my first drs. appt. I am like night and day...On a normal basis, I appear to be completely normal, no problems at all, but then as soon as I get away from people that dont see me very often my mood comes out. Some days I am so depressed I cannot do anything but sleep or cry or be angry and take everything out on my poor husband. On the other hand I am just fine, I can go out to a movie or hang out with my cousin or whatever and nothing bothers me. My moods change very fast. I hate the feeling of it all. i wish I could just know what mood I am going to be in when I wake up. It has gotten so bad that I have become a self harmer, I bite my hands sometimes to the point they almost bleed. Do any of you have any advice or support to offer? Thanks
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