I don't know whether it is just me or if alot of people with this illness do too, but sometimes I have difficulty in forcing myself into taking my meds. Sometimes I get up in the morning and feel OK, so I say to myself "I don't think I need these today." And then before long I realize it has been a week or more that I have been off of them, and I can usually tell because I can feel myself slipping further into another depressive state. Part of the reason I don't like to take them is because when I do they make me feel "numb". And with the stuff I am going through with my husband right now I don't want to feel that way because then I start to think to myself is this the bi-polar talking or do I just don't care about him anymore, however deep down inside I know I still love him more than anything in the world. How can I keep myself taking these meds on a regular basis?
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