Before I start this...NO, I am not suicidal. NO, I am not depressed right now. NO, there are not any suicidal ideations here...Just wondering, did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't here anymore? How your family would do? I think about this sometimes...I couldn't ever kill myself, I love my kids and family to much to put them through it. I've thought about what it would be like without me though, and it bothers me...Do you guys wonder?
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