when i was the the milatry a few months ago. i went to the desert and could function perfect no sleep no guilt for the shit i saw or did. now i'm home out of the militry. now i find it hard to to find peace with so much pain i've caused and the pain that i've felt. so my question is how to you force yourself to leave the bad shit behind and move on without the the depressoinn side of your bipolar always pulling me back to it.
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