I live in the middle of no where first off, so I am completely isolated from everyone and everything. So I don't think that that helps any. But most of the meds that my shirnk has perscribed me makes me grogy and I can't function. Even in amazingly low dosages. I have two small kids...one is 4 years, and another is 10 months, so I can't be out of commition at all. They really keep me on my toes. Its hard enough for me to make it to work let alone thearpy. I have no motivation to do anything any more...my days off instead of picking up the house and cleaning I literally just sit...I can't make myself get up and do anything any more... I just don't care. I think that I'm in for a full blown episode but I can't think of anythin to do about it. I am completely lost and all my shrink wants to do is shove more pills down my throat. Anyone have any ideas?
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