I know right now my depression level is sky rocketing but something has come up and I need ya'lls input please. You see I got married back in September to a man that I love with all of my heart and soul. We recently showed one of his family members the wedding photos and they noticed a female at the wedding. This person asked me if I knew the lady and I said no that it was a friend of my husbands. Well his cousin smiled, looked at him and said oh! I spoke with his cousin again today and found out that this lady friend is one of his exs and I feel really batrade and hurt. Now I cant stop crying, cant eat and cant sleep, I have a massive headache and he doesn't get home for another 2 hours. I am ready to explode. When I get like this I just want to hit him. Please help me, my mind is racing and I am not thinking clearly! I am so hurt!
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