Sometimes sometimes sometimes my depression becomes so severe I will remain under my bed cover for the whole week end. I do not like alcohol. I prefer natures natural smoking remedies....but when I can find any....the demons emerge....I want so bad to retaliate against the pushers who placed me in this state of mind by taking my 1911 45 ACP a placing a neat hole between their eyes. My fahter came from Vietnam and beat me severly. So everytime I stood up to the position of attention my reply was "Sir I am on duty to night. Do not fall asleep because I intend to inflict severe damage to your head with my Louiville slugger"....gosh was that really me? Demons of Bipolar Depression.
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