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Just a small note for all to understand this poem. Me and **** go back to childhood, 11 years old. we are both now 33 years old, and have been in love for a very long time even through Puppy love. I used to write poems for him when we were young and he loved it. I'm a little out of practice, but it's still from my heart.
I HAVE MEMORIES OF A BOY
WHO I ONCE KNEW
I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM
AND HE WITH ME TOO.
HE USED TO SNEAK THROUGH MY WINDOW
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
WE USED TO TO SIT UP AND TALK
EVERYTHING FELT SO RIGHT.
THEN ONE DAY HE LEFT
MY SOUL WAS BROKEN INSIDE
I WASN'T SURE WHAT HAPPENED
THEY SAID HE NEEDED TO HIDE.
I MADE SOME MISTAKES
DURING THE TIME HE WAS GONE
I DON'T KNOW IF HE'LL EVER FORGIVE ME
HE'S BEEN HURTING FOR SO LONG.
THEN ONE DAY I SAW HIM
HE TAPPED ME ON THE SHOULDER
THE FEELINGS RUSHED RIGHT THROUGH ME
WE WERE STILL IN LOVE, BUT OLDER.
WE STAYED TOGETHER
HE WAS ALL I EVER WANTED
BUT SOMETHING WRONG WITHIN HIM
HE SEEMED TO BE SO HAUNTED.
BY WHAT I CANNOT SAY
IF IT WAS HIM, OR BECAUSE OF ME
I CAN'T STOP HIS PAIN
THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE.
I LOVE HIM, AND MISS HIM
THAT BOY I ONCE KNEW
I NEED HIM, AND WANT HIM
****, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
I HAVE MEMORIES OF A BOY
WHO I ONCE KNEW
I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM
AND HE WITH ME TOO.
HE USED TO SNEAK THROUGH MY WINDOW
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
WE USED TO TO SIT UP AND TALK
EVERYTHING FELT SO RIGHT.
THEN ONE DAY HE LEFT
MY SOUL WAS BROKEN INSIDE
I WASN'T SURE WHAT HAPPENED
THEY SAID HE NEEDED TO HIDE.
I MADE SOME MISTAKES
DURING THE TIME HE WAS GONE
I DON'T KNOW IF HE'LL EVER FORGIVE ME
HE'S BEEN HURTING FOR SO LONG.
THEN ONE DAY I SAW HIM
HE TAPPED ME ON THE SHOULDER
THE FEELINGS RUSHED RIGHT THROUGH ME
WE WERE STILL IN LOVE, BUT OLDER.
WE STAYED TOGETHER
HE WAS ALL I EVER WANTED
BUT SOMETHING WRONG WITHIN HIM
HE SEEMED TO BE SO HAUNTED.
BY WHAT I CANNOT SAY
IF IT WAS HIM, OR BECAUSE OF ME
I CAN'T STOP HIS PAIN
THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE.
I LOVE HIM, AND MISS HIM
THAT BOY I ONCE KNEW
I NEED HIM, AND WANT HIM
****, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
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Wow I can not count the years ago I was here many times a day. About 5+ years ago Life took me on other paths and being here was not a daily necessity anymore. Hello to my old friends still here. Greetings to those I have yet to meet. I am here now out of a desire to communicate, but not a need to be, which is a good feeling. I will talk about that more in the future... Until the next time......
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
We were highschool sweethearts, until one day, on a high... I decided to move to the Arctic Circle. I never said goodbye. I lived in the Arctic for 11 years. I saw three of my friends commit suicide because of the isolation, but, somehow I felt like I belonged. I never forgot JoAnne, tho. I'd phone her at Christmas, Easter, her Birthday... any excuse. She had married one of my friends while I was exploring the Arctic. It depressed me, totally. I kept phoning, tho. One time, I phoned, and JoAnne said that she had recently divorced my friend. I asked her to travel 3500 miles to where I lived, because I wanted to see her. It had been years.
We both fell in love, again. I married her 8 years ago. She has health issues, but, she still has the time to listen to my problems. Soul mates.
I wish everyone in this community could find a soulmate!
Take care.
Lovely poem.
KnightHawk
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died."
(((((((((Hugs)))))))) to you both
I have been with my "high school" sweetheart since we were 15. We have been through a lot but are still going strong.