i've been hit with one bad thing after another this week. not little stuff. life changing sh*t that will always stay with me. how much is to much? i crashed in a big way today but now i'm better after talking with people here and my therapist. just now i found out a very sweet man i know was killed in a car accident this afternoon. yesterday i learned my aunt has terminal cancer, this morning i was told my brother is suicidal again. a relationship fell apart this week. so, how much is to much? i feel like i'm living a lifetime movie.
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