I'm the mom to a wonderful 21 year old son. He's in the process of joining the Army Reserve and I'm doing my best to be a strong and supportive mom but inside I just feel crushed... change is hard and my feelings of grief are getting the best of me.... I'm so sad I called into work for the first time in two years... I had been doing well for so long.... I hate being back to this state of feeling weak and unable to cope... I don't know how to cope with this. I don't feel strong enough emotionally... I love him so much and never thought he'd choose to be so far away.. I don't want him to know how hard this is for me because I want him to follow his dreams. Sadly his dream is my nightmare...
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