I am in a dangerous place right now. I have just been discharged from the crisis team, and told my CPN will not be back until the 17th at the earliest. It could longer. So until then, I have absolutely no support. I dont have a tdoc or similar, or anyone else. I have been told to ring the duty cpn but whenever i do they say they are too busy to see me or talk to me, assessing people who are "very unwell" ie not me. My pdoc doesnt take calls from me outside of an appointment. I cant go to A&E because the crisis team do all the mental health assessments and will therefore send me home with no support so its not worth the effort. There is literally no one I can ring or turn to. I am suicidal and self harming more than ever and they have just left me to it. I just have to hope I can hang on. But I doubt I can. I'm going to make a complaint but it will make very little difference. I feel powerless...
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