I really need some professional help. I went to the clinic for help. I told the doctor there what was going on. He said he was not qualified to treat schizophrenia. I'm like huh? I'm like hold up.. I'm not schizophrenic. I am bipolar. He said well it sounds like schizophrenia to me. I'm like back tracking his previous statment, "not qualified" then he said this is an urgent care facility, and that I would be better off going to the hospital to get treatment, or my regular doctor. I'm like my regular doctor decided to go into wound care with out telling any of his patients!! I have been left out in the cold damnit!! So then he said to go to the hospital. I told him the last time I went to the hospital here they gave me a shot of geodon while I was taking thorazine. You are not supossed to mix those drugs together. On top of that, he gave some some kind of script, and when I went to fill it the pharmacist said he couldn't fill it because if I were to take it with all the other meds I was on I would drop dead. THUS IS THE REASON I STOPPED TAKING ALL MY MEDS two months ago. These idiots are going to end up killing me. So then he said to go to MHMR. "Mental health, mental health retardation center" I said, been there done that. The shrink there told my case worker that he believed I was possessed by evil spirits! I ran from that place and never looked back. So three years later I ended up going to a pdoc that dx me with bipolar. I went to her for as long as I could afford to. When I missed one appointment because I couldn't afford to go.. She dropped me. I don't udnerstand this shit. I go for help, and all I get is bullshit!! What is it going to take for someone to freaking give me the assistance I need.... The doc at the clinic didn't charge me because he said he didn't help me, and sent me away.
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