I am really getting tired of the concoction I have to take everyday, my wife says as long as I recognize my disease, and deal with it (stay medicated) she's ok staying in our relationship. Well, being a very self destructive person (I think so anyway) I want to stop my meds. In fact today I've gone through my pill box and broke all the pills in half, I'm going to start weening myself off of them, and try to stop all together. Comments? Am I being stupid for NOT liking medication and trying to give it up? I think it may be party due to the fact that I am falling out of love with my (cheating) wife, and if it takes going un medicated to get rid of her, maybe that's what I need to do. I keep asking myself why does it have to be such a self-forcing feeling to MAKE myself love her? How do you really know if you love someone? Is it worth staying medicated to keep a relationship (that is probably doomed) together?
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