So the pieces of the puzzle have finally met their assimilating completion. My girlfriend (until yesterday) is an impulsive lier. She's lied to myself, my parents, her parents, and her friends. But I suppose the final straw and the cause of the breach in the dam of my ignorance was my final awakening to the fact that she lied to me about a miscarriage that supposedly took place October of 2007. That is a very serious subject to lie about, but the good that has come out of it is that the entire relationship amplified my mood swings and led to my diagnoses of being bipolar. There is always some good that arises out of the ruble and debris of life's emotional disasters and although now that I am indebt, have dropped out of college and have no job, it has given me the pheonix ability to rise on my own two feet again and march forth through the mist of the future.
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