Last nite I was manic as can be... I convinced my husband to play cards after a few hands of rummy he was bored and annoyed at me cause I kept winning and so we played that damn stupid mindless game 'war' that we use to play as kids. Well the first game went fast like 10 minutes... then the game from hell began... it lasted 2 hours. One point I was down to 4 frickin cards and wanted the game over.... and then it went on for anoughtre HOUR!!! and I ended up winning wtf is that about???? that game is evil evil evil..... and actually numbed my brain enough that I was calm at least for a bit.....
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??