I just can't stop crying. I feel so hopeless, like my whole world is falling apart. I feel like I'm worthless and I can't seem to do anything right. My kids don't even listen to me! I'm a total failure at all I do and I always feel like I need to be punished for everything. I just hurt all the time and it never goes away. The pain in my back and leg and then all the thoughts always going through my head. I just wish I could dissappear. Thanks for listening to me bitch about me.
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