I am struggling with why it is so hard to regain ground back to my former self. I have had BP since I was young 11 0r 12 I guess, maybe earlier. Over the years I got more severe symptoms and swings but up until a few years ago, I was just the guy who was really passionate, unique, creative, daring/bold, wound up, a little out there. Then I broke and I can't quiet seem to put those pieces back, even a few, It's like I need to learn how to fit everything back together but having to have this larger BP thing in the middle of all of it. It just doesn't fit. It went from a monthly or quarterly thing I would have to deal with when the real highs and lows came to a everyday all the time ordeal. I just want some of it back that I had. I am impatient I guess...
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