I have a question. When I was first diagnosed I found that my mind would race with all these creative thoughts and ideas. I decided to start a book when I was in these states of mind. It amazed me after I would come off of these how creative I was in my thoughts and ideas. I kept writing this book every time I felt these thoughts racing again and boy was it amazing. Ten years later the book just keeps going and I have over the years let others read it some that I barely knew and they said I should get it published. I was amazed how creative I am in my manic states. Never did get it published and still write when I feel this way it is an ongoing soap opera someday maybe it will make me a million. Does anyone else ever feel really creative or have hobbies that they feel excell during those manic states just curious? Or maybe in my second life I was suppsossed to write books or something not!!! :)
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