Does anyone have a persistent crazy thought/thoughts? I'll give you an example. I have major abandonment issues and I have no idea why, cause I've never been abandoned. Ever since I was little, I've had an irrational fear my mother was going to die instantly and leave me alone. I can remember being 8 or 9 and crying if my mom was 10 minutes late from work because I thought she died in a car accident. Now, this has also happened to me with my fiancee. Because he is 9 years older than me, I am ALREADY worrying about the fact that he is going to do before me and leave me alone. That will happen, oh, in 40 YEARS!! I'm such a freak. Why do I worry about these things..totally crazy thoughts. I blogged about this a little last night on here and it's really on my mind..would love to hear other people's craziness too:)
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