I was suicidal and really was going to do it and make it final no way back. I was severly depressed for the past month. Now im hyper as fuck. Ive cleaned the whole flat moving around heavy furiture. I went on a 5 mile walk out in the cold and dark. My heads bizzing i feel great.
its weird. I feel crazy as fuck. Dying one day with no engery to even wash myself then the next fucking enjoying ones self.
I dunno if i am bipolar, had no disgnosis offically but i feel i loop around alot.
I just can't seem to do anything right. I can't find a job. The only way I really get money is from my Birthday and Christmas. I'm trying to fix my credit but can't afford the $200 deposit. Nothing seems to work put for me. When I was younger I'd ask for advice on getting a job. I know that the people were giving me good advice but It never worked out. I asked myself what was/Is wrong with me. I...
Hi I'm leaving ds for good.No longer can I put up with lost posts, journal entries going Poof. No longer being able to type on ds, but can type in e-mail, and other websites no problem. Having to copy and paste, in order to respond to posts, messages and hugs...I won't even go to the Journal frustrations. The constant long running script messages, or needs to refresh, sign in errors or not even...