I am coming down fast from a week long high. I have even tried cutting myself to try to make the emotional pain go away. I feel like I'm stuck in a black hole and I can't get out. I have someone I could talk to but I'm afraid to approach him. It's hard to talk about things when I don't know myself the source of the depression. I just wish I was dead so I didn't feel the way I do.
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