Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I just had a realization and now I am crashing bigtime. I shouldn't be allowed to think but I can't help myself, it is the dang OCD I tell you.
I am going down hard, that makes the third depression since I have woken up 14 hours ago. It is getting to old for me to handle this. Is is so hard to just keep on going. I want to give it up but I will probably just sleep.
I am exhusted big time. I will never change and nice things will never happen with me. It is all a bunch of bullshit.
Living really sucks the big one. Damn I still havn't written a will yet.
I am going down hard, that makes the third depression since I have woken up 14 hours ago. It is getting to old for me to handle this. Is is so hard to just keep on going. I want to give it up but I will probably just sleep.
I am exhusted big time. I will never change and nice things will never happen with me. It is all a bunch of bullshit.
Living really sucks the big one. Damn I still havn't written a will yet.
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Sickof, I don't have anything either but if I don't write a will all my stuff gets shared with my asshole sisters and brother instead of just my wife. I don't want to give them a pencil or piece of paper.
Hope you can find yr way through this dark time and start feeling better, as i always say, sooner than soon... :-)
My meds have helped me a ton normally (ps Im hormonal atm) so it can be better... just keep looking you can do it... if I can anyone can
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