It's been coming for several days. I can't fight it anymore. I'm just letting myself fall. I know I'm not thinking straight when I get like this. I've already started deleting my friends. I feel like no one really cares. I took several xanax and a pain pill but not enough to kill me just enough to numb my mind. I feel like I'm losing my myself. I have no where else to turn but here.
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