When I get in the mixed state my feelings are all over the place and rage sets in I black out and become volient. Not knowing what I have said or done. I've been on 18 different meds in Feb. alone to control my mood swings. So far nothing has worked only to heavily sedate me, but I can't stay that way because of my children. I have to take care of them. What could possibly help control some rage? It feels as if the rage is destroying my life! I isolate myself in my room to keep the world outside away from me. I just don't know what to do? Please help!!!!!!!!!!!
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