I posted yesterday about feeling depressed but its even weirder today. I feel empty, almost devoid of feeling. Somewhat sad and listless but not the kind where you just cry and cry. Its almost like I care so little that I don't cry. I went through the motions today. I exercised, I went to AA, I bought some clothes for my daughter. I forced myself to do these things and ran on autopilot. I keep asking myself "what's the point?" Does this mean I'm better or worse. Anyone else get that empty feeling. Its kinda new to me.
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