I don't know where to start i'm tired of cycling, the meds, not being understood, the pain from covering everything up and trying to pretend things are ok.I know that chances are that tomorrow will indeed be a much better day, but right now i'm mentally and physically exhausted from this. i feel like the disease is winning and that it is consuming every aspect of me and leaving absolute darkness in it's place.I want to be normal for my husband and my kids. i'm tired of being mrs. grumpy pants and having my family walk on egg shells.I don't want to push them away, but that is exactly whats happening.
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