YALL ARE MY SUPPORT SO IM CALLING OUT FOR IT! IM A PRESCRIPTION DRUG ABUSER, A YEAR AND 1/2 SOBER AND FOR THE PAST WEEK OR SO, DONT REMEMBE WHEN I STARTED BACK, BUT YESTERDAY I FUCKED MYSELF UP WAY TOO BAD! I ABUSED ALL DAY LONG! MY SON IS ON VACATION FOR A WEEK WITH HIS DAD, MY PARENTS ARE OUT OF TOWN FOR TWO WEEKS, SO I HAD NOBODY TO BE AROUND.......SO I ABUSED, TOOK 3 OR 4 NAPS FROM MY DRUG OF CHOICE.....XANAX AND TOOK QUITE A FEW EXTRA KLONOPINS, BY THE TIME I TOOK MY NIGHT MEDS I WAS FUCKEDDDDDDDDD UP! I ACTUALLY EMAILED PEOPLE, WENT BACK THIS MORNIGN TO SEE WHAT I WROTE AND IT WAS INCOMPREHENCABLE! MY BF GAVE ME AN AUTIMADIUM, GET SOBER OR ITS OVER! SO FOR MYSELF, MY KIDS AND MY BF TODAY IS BACK TO NA, WHICH I HATE BUT ITS ALL I CAN DO RIGHT NOW TO GET SOBER! MEETING AT 12.....I THINK FOR AWHILE ILL HAVE TO HIT ONE DAILY! THATS HOW BAD IT GOT! I NEED YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT! MY LAST MEDS WERE AT 8 LAST NIGHT AND IM STILL STONNED! ADDICTION SUCKS AND IS A LIFE LONG BATTLE BUT IM BABY STEPPIN BACK INTO SOBRIETY TODAY! I NEED YALL, AFTER 2 MONTHS OF MANIA I HAD THE DEPRESSION CRASH AND HAVE BEEN CRYIN AND SHIT AND IM NOT A CRYER! 2 1/2 HOURS TIL MEETING TIME.......
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