Sometimes when I have my bad days I tend to compare myself to other people I know, and then I proceed to put myself down for not being more like them. I feel like a continuous fuck up like im in perpetual motion chasing my own tail and biting it too over and over and getting the same damn result, and I've always felt like they are better than me because they can keep their shit together and I cant even seem to control anything that goes on in my life. It annoys me so fucking terribly, I just had to get it off my chest. Curse this fucking bipolar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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