I can't sleep at night. I'm staying up until 3 am most nights. My thoughts are coming all at once, I have all these plans but no motivation, all these thoughts and they're coming non-stop.I'm finishing everyone's sentences and I'm having problems with my dad and I don't know why. To me, he is fucked up and needs counselling. He needs to give me space and let me be me. I see him as getting angry for no reason, blowing up at me for little things, constantly. I know this is because I'm moving too quickly for him, too quickly in general. This happens and I lose all insight into my own behaviour, my perception gets morphed, more problems will occur and to me it will be everyone else's fault. My mind will move so fast I will get delusional and paranoid. I don't want this to happen again and I can see it coming, because i'm having problems with my dad again. I don't know if these are legitimate problems, or if it's my fault and I'm really wrong. If i'm getting out of control or if i'm just being me? I recently started Clonazepam, I am on 1.5 mg's a day. I have taken carbamazepine and lamictal for a couple years. I need to know if this Clonazepam is affecting my other meds or what? Is this a normal reaction for clonazepam? Give me advice?
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