Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am about ready to burst out of my body! I have been in a bad state all weekend ... very manic. On Saturday, I actually pounded my fists on the kitchen counter, threw some things around and screamed at the top of my lungs. I found myself shaking uncontrollably, crying hysterically and begging God to please please help me. I am so tired of living this way. I see my therapist today, so that's a good thing. I have to have surgery for an ovarian tumor so my doc is waiting to put me on meds until after. I don't know if I can wait any longer. I applied for medical assistance and haven't heard yet. They said it could take until mid-November to find out. It seems like every day I get worse and more out of control. My mind is racing and I feel really angry. I don't know what to do.
beckyp
Sounds like you need an anti psychotic. Maybe you should talk to your dr again. I don't see how a med like that could affect your surgery. Do You have a pdoc you could talk to? I don't know of anything that helps that anger mood except meds, sorry you are feeling bad.
deleted_user
He said he wants to wait to see if they are going to put me on any hormones after the srugery as that might effect what he puts me on. Does that sound right?
deleted_user
That's really tough - wish I could make it all better. I was similar before I got meds. It seems like you have tons of stress anyway with the op - which doesn't help. All I can say is hang in there - it WILL pass, and then after your surgery you can see if the meds will help (they did me). Sorry I can't be of more help. Good luck and hugs!
Join the Conversation
-
Moving monday when he is at work. Monday is the big day I signed the lease today and paid $1140 plus the $900 deposit I paid last Saturday. I'm blowing threw my emergency exit fund. My one bedroom apartment is small. It pisses me off that I'm leaving some of my belongings at this mans house. I'm praying so hard he doesn't come home early from work. Please pray for me. So far I ordered a daybed....
-
Deuteronomy 30:20 New King James Version (NKJV)20 that you may love the Lord your God, that you may obey His voice, and that you may cling to Him, for He is your life and the length of your daysNew Life Version (NLV)20 Love the Lord your God and obey His voice. Hold on to Him. For He is your lifeNew Living Translation (NLT)20 You can make this choice by loving the Lord your God,...
