My boyfriend and I are getting married in the next couple of months and I am getting really paranoid about things. My latest paranoia is that he is going to cheat on me or that something is going to make our relationship come to a crashing end. I saw a number on our caller ID the other day and It was a ladys name on it that I did not recognize. Well instead of asking him aabout it I break into all of his emails and websites and all sorts of things to see if he is cheating. Well i didnt find anything but I called him at work and made him come home just to confront him with it and to give relief. Come to find out it was a man that delievered pizza to us the night before that called to ask us where our address was. He was using his girlfriends phone. The question I want to ask is if anyone else has went through this and what is the best way for me to cope. When I get this way I feel this crushing feeling inside and I get so insecrue about myself and I feel that I am not good enough for him and I feel that he may want someone else. I know he loves me and I know in my heart that he wouldnt cheat its just my self conscience speaking.
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