I wasnt diagnose until last summer.... but before that I used to cheat on my partners all the time... I would get a high going and then just feel like on the top of the world.... sleep with my friends or other men and then be unremoresful.. strange i think but after looking into Borderline and BP.. i understand my behaviour a bit... but wanting to know if anyone else thinks this is strange or did it before... i know now what i need and tell my partner before i do anything.. he keeps me grounded now... no more cheating
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