My friend committed suicide 10 months ago by carbon monoxide poisoning. He burnt charcoals in a hotel room. I have never got over it and am thinking of joining him. I have overdosed before and slit my wrists. I am really missing him. The pain is enormous.I believe he went peacefully, but even knowing that doesn't ease the pain any.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??