I am in the same boat that you are in. Another sleepless night. Right now it is 2:29am here.

Where are you from? If you dont mind the question.

it's 1:30 in California...I usually stay up till around 3...I was just thinking that everyone went to bed...seems kinda slow around here.

Hi, who me, I live in the caribbean. I'm a beach girl, that cant sleep. Thank you for writing.

Hi Maremio, I must say, I don't sleep most of the time, however my sleep meds have mostly been DC due to my congestive heart failure, so I sleep whenever I can now, since I'm not working anymore. We'll I understand about the court thing. I got a jury duty summons, years ago and I had extreme anxiety with it. They even picked me to be the jury. Later, my pdoc told me I really should not have been on the jury because of my bp condition. She said next time to tell the judge I was BP and they would dismiss me. Anyway, the funniest thing happened the next time I got a summons. I was so anxiety stricken with having to appear, I could hardly stand it for about a week. I remembered that my Dr. had told me to be sure to tell the judge. Well the thought of standing before a judge was just to much for me. Then, to compound the problems, when I got to the courthouse my x-husband came walking in and sat down in the very back of the jury selection rows. We'll I started into a meltdown, I could feel the panic and anxiety building. I went up before the judge and they excused me. I worked right across the street and by the time I walked back to work, I was hysterically crying, and couldn't breathe. I went into a full blown panic attack and my boss had to send me home. I took 2 trazadone, went to bed and was ok the next day and went back to work. It's funny how things can trigger you. Just watch out for triggers during the next week. I actually, had my new Dr write me a note so won't have to serve again. They have it on file. Although, I realize its ones civic duty, I feel for me it causes too much stress. I don't ever want to go thru that again. It was so embarrassing, and my anxiety was mounting, very fast, in front of everyone. I've since seen my x around town and he's never set me into a tailspin like this. Although, we don't speak, being somewhere in the general vacinity of where he is doesn't usually bother me. I think it was the anxiety of the court summons, along with him being their behind me, that put me over the edge. Good Luck

I have to to court because my x have custody of my 3 kids, and i havent paid child support since August. Because I can work. I might end in jail, I really dont know. I have papers that state that I cant work, because my bd, but who knows what happens.