My therapist went out of town. She and I were incredibly close - she was like a mother to me. I have a session w/her when she gets back, and she asks about my meds. They were really killing me at the time. She said that she hoped my meds would be working b/c she was moving to New Mex in less than a week. She was out of town to go find a place. I was/am heartbroken, especially b/c it took me so long to trust her and divulge all of serious bullshit to her and she just drops me. I felt that I needed babysteps, especially with my agressive fear of abandonment and depression. Couldnt she have told me it was a possibility weeks before to get me primed? Soon after I emailed and called, and she would not call me or message me back like she had regularly in the past. I bought her a thank you present that I wanted to give to her, but she emailed me saying that she appreciated my thoughfulness but it wasnt going to work, she was too busy to see me for 5 minutes. She mentioned we could still have phone consults for a bit, but it has been over 3 weeks and she will not respond to me. I feel so grieved at this, still. I guess I'm looking for some words of solace. I cant get past this. And being with a new therapist just isnt the same - I feel discarded.
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