i realize that my time is to enless for me. the meds i am on are working better than before but the side effects have been aweful as my kids are sure i am drinking. I slur, bump into everything, confusing my words...its like i know what i am saying but it makes no sense to them. I am tired and sad...i think my kids would be happier with out me. but oldest has asked...no s]threated me to go back into the hospital. NRI wants me to do DBT but i have done that so many times...i have no hope no support...i want to go, its my time.I am cutting and scratchin so much from anger. i dont want to be like this anymore.
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