So, I finally realized what is causing me so much anxiety and depression. Going to work. I work hardly at all cleaning houses, but when I do that the people are always leaving me notes or saying little stupid things to me that I didn't do right and it eats me up. I can't handle. I talked to my dad about it and I was sobbing. I have talked to both my doctors and they both agree that I should not be working. I just don't know how to explain it to my husband and how we are going to make it financially. I have filed for social security and we should know something by the end of this month. But I need to stop working now. I am dying inside. I just can't do it. The anxiety alone makes me so sick. What do you guys think I should do? Especially to get us by financially until we know about social security? There has got to be something out there for someone like me.
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