Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Last time I posted up that I felt total shite I got hammered as I was not on meds so have not bothered for a while but I feel crap man. Had what should be a great week, two gigs, seen mates & got some house stiff sorted I had been dragging my heels about but I feel so alone it is untrue. Gotta got work soon but to be honest just wanna carry on driving who knows where. I feel like I am here at 40 & it is all downhill now, I aint going to meet anyone now & my looks will start going & I will just end up one of those mad women with 15 cats who smells slightly of wee & mustyness! I know what it is & it is awful but another friend has just got himself hooked up & is so happy he almost glows & I want to be happy for him but I just wish it was me sometimes with that stupid smile & knowing someone loves me.
I will shut up now.
Jaine
I will shut up now.
Jaine
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