I feel like my bipolar is always holding me back or getting in the way of the good things in my life. I am afraid to get in a relationship because the only two I have had deteriorated because of my bipolar symptoms. I am enrolled in a good private college but had to take a leave because I suddenly couldnt handle it. I feel like I will never be able to do anything with my life because at some point or another my bipolar will get in the way and ruin whatever good things I have in my life, whether it be a boyfriend, a job, or some opportunity of some point. It has already broken up two relationships, prevented me from studying abroad in England, and from graduating on time. Any suggestions on how to be a success and be bipolar?
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