Hi I've not been diagnosed with bipolar, just with depression. But I am feeling so manic at the moment. I can't stop. I can't breathe properly cos I'm so excited, not anxious. Was singing and dancing around earlier, before my man came home. I can't shut up, or stop my mind from going at 10000rpm. I just want to go outside and sing and dance and run around. Smoked about 100 cigs, can't sit still. No reason for any of this, and it feels like its out of my control, its controlling me, like I'm going mad, and in some sense loving every minute of it. I feel so happy, yet so sad. Want to conquer the world. Is this normal?
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