Okay so I hadn't slept in days despite taking vicodin, valium, my reg meds, and ambien. Nothing was working!! I could feel myself getting really tired last night so I figured maybe the ambien would do it this time. Sooo, I took two. Within maybe a half hour, my walls starting melting into me and swirling in circles and my candles started dancing and swirling like the carousels with horsed at the fair, and they were dancing with my tootsie rolls. The was the last remember. I was on the phone and dont remember ever getting off the phone. Apparently I called another friend after that but do not remember. he called to check in on me this morning saying I called late last night but didn't leave a message. And I did sleep finally. Till like 9 this morning. I was suppose to work at 7. Never made it and kind of freaked. But I looked at my phone and had called both the sick line and my work itself. Both calls lasted about 5 minutes. I dont remember calling either place. So is this an effect of Ambien or am really losing my mind?
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