I am bp and an architecture student....NOWHERE....and I mean NOWHERE does it say that we are required to be in studio (at school) at 3 in the morning....but we have crazy ASS instructors who try to make us be there at all hours of the day. Now, you all know that being bp and having our sleep cycles fucked up makes us so much more sick...makes us cycle like crazy....so the health center pretty much gives me a big "fuck you" in terms of helping me by saying that I need to sleep in order to stay healthy...and tells me if I want any sort of help that I have to go through disability services....can disability services deny me help? If I don't get help from them, I am truly fucked, since I won't be able to finish my degree in architecture....I have already completed 1 year.....I had to take a year off, and have 2 1/2 years to go before I am finished. If I don't get help from disability services, I have to change my program to something else....but that doesn't seem right because I am willing to be there from the crack of dawn until the late evening so I can get my work done....and again, I stress that NOWHERE does it say (not in the course guide, not in the syllabus, NOWHERE) that we have to be in studio all night long....some professors just pressure us...threaten us with failure...play mind games with us....so we are forced to being at school at all hours of the night....So can they fuck me over like this? Forcing me to be at school at all hours of the night when they never put it in writing that I have to be there?.....Yet threatening me with failure if I am not there....and not helping me even though it is documented through and through that I am sick?!?! Now don't get me wrong....I am healthy enough to be in school since I can get my work done during NORMAL hours and sleep during NORMAL hours...its just that most other students will stay up all night working (and it takes them longer to get their work done b/c they talk all the time)...that just isn't me and makes me so sick and sends me on my bp rollercoaster. God this pisses me off to no end!!!!!!!!!!
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