I cant handle all th is anymore. Camp has been over for a week now, and a week ago is when I was broken up with. I need a jo b. Im deeply lonely. I sit at home alone on these yucky gloomy days outside. I spendt every bit of energy I had this week applying for jobs, and I jsut found out a good friend of mine is getting the kind of job I want, full time, and she doenst even have the degree. What is wrong with me? I feel so stupid and not wanted. I cannot cope.
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