I burned again today. I'm in such emotional turmoil it's kiling me. I cant get the help I need because if I admit myself, my wife will have to file for separation and quit her job and go on welfare to take care of the kids. We don't have any family close to us that can help so I'm baicaly fucked. Maybe I should just kill myself and be done with this bullshit. I'm at work right now and am not being very effective. While trying to talk things through with my wife I smashed my cell phone into the ground. I just can't deal with this horrible life anymore.
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