For all of you that are this how many of you live most of your existence in manic state? I swear to God that out of 365 days a year I am manic at least 200 of them. I am not necessarily bitching as I would rather be manic than depressed (no offence to my BP2 friends) was just curious if anyone spends most of their lives almost if not enitrely manic. At one point in my life I was a rapic cycler and honestly I am so fucking glad that is no longer happening as the up down shit exhausted me to no end. I have come to live with the no sleep or 3 hours sleep as also have ADHD and even as a kid never slept that well
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