Today I was brushing my daughters hair and realized I was brushing really hard. She never made a sound or complained. Then it hit me that I have always brushed her hair and teeth hard. It is the same for all 4 of my kids. I feel bad because I think I turn manic when I get them ready. Anyone have any suggestions on how to calm the hell down when I take care of my kids? They seem to be used to it but it still makes me feel horrible.
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