I have BP and Epilepsy, and I'm wondering if they are connected. A seizure is like an electrical storm in the brain, and BP feels like a chemical storm - maybe my brain was just wired differently (not wrong - there must be a purpose in this). It makes it easier to deal with when I feel like it's a phyisical thing instead of an emotional thing. I still can't let go of the idea that I should be able to control BP, that I should have better control over my emotions, and that it's my fault that I feel this way. Some days I just feel like such a mess.
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo