Here I am in tears again going through the manic vs Lithium battle. I hate this. I am going through such a whacked out time for 5 weeks now. When is this going to stop. I don't remember it being this bad. I am so overwhelmed once again trying to catch up what mania left behind - freakin' medicated media. I hate this. I am graduating with my B.A. this next month. I have a a 3.5 GPA. I've worked so hard to get it there to graduate with honors. I have never had a late paper. I finished the one late paper last night and now I come to find I am late on the next paper. I am not a crier only when I'm thrown back and forth like this. Please stop or let me hide.
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