I must be the most parinoied person because i am just a chicken to call my dr today. I was brave and called him yesterday with some prompting from some of you yesterday. He lowered the dose of cymbalta and wants me to call again this afternoon with an up date. "well still pretty well passed the enjoyable part of mania..still have racing thought of accidental death, still shaking and irritable, still cant do one thing for too long before i loose interest and move on to something else. I dont want to be inpaitent again so i lie to my husband and i am thinking of lieing to my doc...really i know better than that. I am struggling with some pretty big ugly stuff in my head and i decided i dont want to but i see things and the anxiety starts again. thanks for listening
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